I hate this bittersweet feeling that is so suddenly consuming my life! Why is it that in the last week of school I am having some of the most deep, interesting conversations of the entire semester? It pulls me in, makes it harder to let go. But I also know it is time. I know it is God’s will for me to leave, but it is hard.
Tonight I sit here alone, in a dark room, with nowhere to go, and no one to talk to. I am completely stuck in my own head. And this is not for lack of trying. It is for lack of people, or at least ones who have time and/or willingness to hang with me. With the way things are looking now I have a feeling that this weekend is going to remind me exactly why it is time for me to go. This week has been great! But the outlook of this weekend is horrible! I can’t help the tears that are streaming down my face. There are so many things that I am going to miss here, it’s just that I miss home more! This internal battle of emotions is killing me! It is taking any and all strength that I possess.
So for now, in an attempt to make it through this pain, and it is most likely not the last time that it will be heard, I will say this: Goodbye Cornerstone, I will miss you! I hold no regrets! Thank You for all you have done for me!
I and Love and You,
Diana
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