I've been thinking about death a lot recently. Morbid...I know. Well, at least slightly. The thoughts are more so in regards to why death seems to be an ever constant theme in my life. What is God wanting to teach me? This question being the root of my processing. I cannot figure it out for the life of me. Why, at only 21 years old, have I had to deal with so much death? I understand that I will always deal with death, I get that it is a part of life; everyone is born and everyone dies. However, why does it feel like the people around me are dropping like flies?
Why God? What is the purpose? What am I supposed to learn? Can you enlighten me sometime soon?
I seriously feel like I am not going to be able to take the pain much longer. I need a break...and a long enough one to heal from the years of pain I have already endured.
Death. The concept overall is exciting! Who doesn't want to spend eternity with the creator, Father, the one being that loves endlessly and regardless of any faults? In a twisted way, it is something we all look foreward to, yet fear at the same time.
Death. Please explain your lesson Lord, I would really like to apply it to my life!
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